A J

Thinking on how happy I feel about today's events, I just feel the sun is really mocking my joy by being so hot this Friday evening. But think about it too, how can the sun be burning hot by 4pm as if it was sent to fry the earth?

Well, I have determined to continue withever I am doing (as a volunteer, I must be up and doing). And so, I came down from the Hilux that transportated all volunteers back to our YF foundation office and carried the carton full of sweeping brooms and Packers used for today's market sensitisation.

Despite the heaviness of the big carton, I refuse to show any frown before the brothers come and assume my responsibility, cos I really want to do this for myself. And so, I continued walking towards the building and then into the hall passing many offices, to locate the Janitor's store room, where I have to keep the carton. As I walked on, I intentionally tried to take my mind off the weight of the box and also not dwelling on how much I heated the way I was sweating.

my mind led me back to that deep black eyes, in a dark face full of smiles and might.                                             

"Dahhhhh Ryan Reynolds got nothing on you Mahn!"  (I heard myself say in my head, with a satisfactory grin).

Those lovely hands of his his, of which he used diligently in the whole work feels to me like they will eventually count good money in the nearest future with his kind of diligence.In truth, I have been observing that young man for quite some time, and I must say that he is different from the usual young men; HEIs diligent in service, committed, resourceful, accessible and humble. Although I allowed him live rent free in my head sometimes, still, I have never really talked to him, I think I am just a normal admirer, who likes to feed her eyes with good stuffs.

I came back to earth just before hitting my feet on the elevated platform to store room.

"Dahhh, Ethel! Why are going gaga over someone you always see and barely talk to?" 

"Do you wanna break my lovely legs over your rubbish imagination?" (I berated myself).

The truth is, I could not help it. Who could?
Who could resist such glow when they meet someone, who seems to be very:    

-So fine,                                                

- Cute,                                                   

-Proper (great with interpersonal relationships)                                              

- Humble,                                                       

- hard working, 

- Diligent

- Solution driven

- Industrious and accessible (accessible to others! Ha..ha..ha. asper me being a social introvert).                                             

I mean, he is someone that even without a chandelier he brightens the room, just tell me who can resist?

The young man's name is Akaninyene James.
Although it's been a very long time since that day and every one of the other days, I just want to tell him now how feel about him. It's not those your Kpop moment or those usual love and been swept off one's feet. Infact, it is not love at all, but pure admiration.

I want to confess to him today, telling him that:
"Akan, You are inspiring, you are rare.You are like a gift to every society and I  enjoy seeing you give your very best to the society with somuch vigor and sincerity.                                      

I sincerely I wish you the best in this life. May you have your heart desires.      

May your efforts be crowned with good success"

You know, it is rare in these days to see a young fellow who is selfless, fine, skilled, diligent and accessible. 

It is rare to see around one who is proud of his heritage and does everything to improve his society.

This is me saying.
The society sees and appreciates you.
Well done.