shamed love.

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Today, I am very ashamed.
I am so ashamed to say that yesterday hurts and hunts me so bad, even when I know God.
Yesterdays years, that i used loving people.
Being there for them and giving them my all.
     When others saw the worst in them, I saw the best.
I strived to bring out the best I saw in them, even they never believed, and even when the spike from them often piece through me,since they are like roses being tendered to blossom.
         I Never judged and Never gave up.
And today, I am so ashamed that they remember just three things: their challenges, how they overcame and those who they got after i had tendered them through hardest stages of blooming.
Oh! How i spent and was spent for them.
         I just want to say that, that I did those things not to be appreciated but for them to know that they are people that can love others like family( the bound of blood is never broken).
Their now, is always real to them that it so hurts to now be a stranger.
This is because that heart that loved them yesterday, has refused to learn, and it is still loving them today.
      I do not think I should continue to be ashamed. No.
So heart, I am very proud of the fact that you can love in hurt, and smile in hurt, all in love.
You are rare, so keep it up cos God Sees you and Knows you.

Counsel

If I can feel this, being a human that can give so little, how about God almighty?
He has given us everything, even His life. Do you know that right now His heart aches just seeing you pretend He was never there, or is never there?
A mighty God who loves in hurt, smiles in hurt, all in love?
Do you know Jesus? Do you life by His will?



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