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I wish i never said goodbye, now i cant remember your smiles.

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I wish I never said good bye. I wish you had told me, then I would have made a great memory that day. I would have laminated the sands you stepped on. I wish I was strong enough to make you smile openly, and then use my hands to trace every sketch or shape of your face so i would not forget. I wish I had a picture of your smiles, I wish I was your adopted sister, then I would be in the same house with you, and would not have said good bye... I and chinansa were friends in high school.My wonderful friend chinansa is now dead for 9 years since SS2. I really do always miss her. This our story... Chinansa was the first child of Mr. And Mrs chibuso. She was the first child of three(Chinansa, Chinenye and Chigozie).Chinansa and Chinenye attended the same high school as me; but Chinansa was in thesame class with me. Chinansa is a 5" 8 tall, chocolate coloured girl. She has creamy a pair of hazel colored, dull looking eyes. She is often seen walking alone; unlike her Charismatic, l...

shamed love.

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Today , I am very ashamed. I am so ashamed to say that yesterday hurts and hunts me so bad, even when I know God. Yesterdays years, that i used loving people. Being there for them and giving them my all.      When others saw the worst in them, I saw the best. I strived to bring out the best I saw in them, even they never believed, and even when the spike from them often piece through me,since they are like roses being tendered to blossom.          I Never judged and Never gave up. And today, I am so ashamed that they remember just three things: their challenges, how they overcame and those who they got after i had tendered them through hardest stages of blooming . Oh! How i spent and was spent for them.          I just want to say that, that I did those things not to be appreciated but for them to know that they are people that can love others like family( the bound of blood is n...

Antidote for Depression: Am i good enough?

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    Sometimes we feel that there is so much greatness in us that the world needs to know and see; only for people we love and circumstances to crush it to powder and bring us to the reality of nothingness.      The question still remains, are we good enough? Can we be good enough ? Now,   I ask: what really makes an Eagle know that she has it in her to soar beyond the oceans, storms,  mountains and clouds?    The Answer is, she doesn't stop  believing that GOD NEVER MAKES MISTAKES, NEVER!! 2 Tim.1:7 - For God did not give us a spirit of timidity (of cowardice, of craven and cringing and fawning fear), but [He has given us a spirit] of power and of love and of calm and well-balanced mind and discipline and self-control.    The eagle must have been confronted by others as insignificant, just like the ugly duckling. But the nice thing to know is that she doesn't stop believing that she's got a purpose to fulfill...