Hathele

My beauty is beyond what mere words could describe. My Bloom spread far more prestigious to be classified...so call me Human. Not a Man or a woman but one that shines so bright that the rainbows hides away in shamed . Lol. Cool right? But Its not at as it glitters. I watch him or her walk down the corridor, Swaying my heart along with the rhythm of his/her steps. Looking around, I find myself most qualified for the test, and so, I took up the challenge. I walked down to you and hit a conversation with you. I hoped that our conversation would lead to a sensational Commendation. O! how wrong was i to think so vain? Because, even the way you look at me, it makes me look around, to see  if indeed I am the only one in and around our world. But I know better, that I am not. you never gave a "no" and you never said "yes". You only left me hanging like a dry leave falling from a plantain tree, Helplessly waiting for the farmer, to pull it out since it has refuse...

Thank you can never be enough dearest one. Having you means I can daring to be everything: Haughty, gentle, fearful and spoiltful. Still your love has never worn out through it all. You've loved me without knowing, But have fought for it out like you knew it. Just as it is said, "Loving a sibling is just 'hard love'." Still, you made it look so natural. Natural to love, smile and care, even when hurting. Now, I being responsible would be better. Showing you my care, I promise to be better. To be better at pranking and yabing,  that's if it will make you smile again. To grow the worn out roots fading deep in your face. Those lines which have forgotten their real use, but Clouded with shadows hidden deep in the sides. Sighs. Deep i wish to move you to the light,  where your pains will  be brightened by the light. Making as light as a feather all the pains and regrets you feel of your loss. Keeping hope alive is to keep your smiles. Smiling your light...

You aren't real but i feel my fingers sinking deep into your face. Deep into those dimples that could stir any heart string? Yes you are indeed real but with a comfort that is unearthly. Cos, Who can drive away sorrows and pains just by smiling? Who can chase away loneness just by a How are you? Oh Hello! My light in the night, Would you be my knight for this life? not for the wars but for love? Not for the love of sex but to friends for life? I would love to make you smile because you deserve it. I would love to make you see cos you designed it. You designed joy with hard work. Your brush painted the colours with diligence. And so success sings your name with pride. Grace stalks your hands, like glue. And money stick on you like destiny. Such that you are never ashamed.

With you, I feel alive. Free for you my heart flows like the weave of the Ocean. Your love ingnites the beauty in my soul, like an unrealistic dream that is actually my reality. But it's all still a dream I want fufilled. Thinking how can it not be a dream when what I feel is only felt by me alone? I keep wondering.... Wondering why it hurts so much, Still, they say "Love is the most beautiful thing in the world"? Yet, This love is a proof of my pains.  Because of you, my heart feeble heart can be seen with scars, having broken too many times. I am so pitiful that evil heartless devil pity's my state. But what sense is left? Is it to keep standing up boldly to love, Or to remain down in defeath?